The weeks have been flying by. It’s seriously hard to believe Runic has been in our family 3 whole months now. My little heart can hardly take it!!! 💕
But to that point- I’m still finding my motherhood flowww.
I thought it would just ‘come to me’. Ya know? Like gracefully balancing all of the roles I play in life would just naturally work themselves out.
I’m a wife, a mother, a sister, a daughter, and most importantly a child of God.
Finding the time to live out each of these roles can be a challenge. How can I be the best mother to Runic? The best wife and helpmate to Treg? A loving sister to Jackson? And so on and so fourth?
Sometimes it just feels like my dreams are too big for this life. I want to do my crafts (making Komboucha, granola, and canning), keep my home fresh (get new sheets, keep up with the laundry, replace the toothbrushes in a timely fashion), spend time with Treg, love on Rooney, keep up with old friendships, make new ones and it just doesn’t seem like there is enough time in the day for all of it.
I guess if I had to sum it all up I’d say I want my life to be full of peace, joy, and satisfaction.
Moving forward I want use my time doing, rather than thinking about the things I haven’t done.
Writing this substack is a good start.
XOXO,
Clark